Christians with OCD

Alr, here's mine (it's gonna be a little hard because I tend to forget what I dealt with and only know what I deal with know but I'll try :) ) -feeling like if I have a free moment I should pray, like I go in the bathroom and I'm free so I need to pray -extreme perfectionism about songs and movies and stuff I watch. If only one thing was *wrong* (in my view) I would cut the whole thing out. ( Only now did Is start again to play and listen to the stuff I actually like and that OCD told me was bad) -saying sorry in my head maybe houndreds of times a day, for anything, like my mom passing in front of me or hearing a bad word. -first thing in the morning had to be reading my Bible( and still is, it's a good practice but the bad thing was like, I couldn't open my phone up for anything, if I saw a message before I ended my time with God, that was bad in my view. -messing things up with people because I tough me talking to them (like talking to a friend that was a girl) was wrong and i constantly ruminated about weather I had feelings or not sometimes for that person. -telling stuff to perfection just so I don't accidentally lie to someone. -having to always put my glasses down before I pray, or not have my head covered with anything. -avoiding using my Google account because I was feeling like I sinned if I used it (I wasn't old enough to have one at that time so I had a fake birthday) [this may be an actual good thing but I took it to extreme] Idk if there are any other compulsions that I do and I think I added some obsessions over there too, sorry for that, kinda forgot what it was all about while writing this. Have a nice one! Oh yeah and the biggest thing Avoiding Christians who seem like bigger in faith, like pastors. They create so much anxiety in me that I can't withstand it,

Oh my gosh thank you for taking the time to share this it’s so helpful to me. I am 21, but I put all of the parent guides on my phone so I wouldn’t listen to any explicit music or videos, and then I deleted all my “normal” music and replaced it with christian rap etc, but I would feel guilty if I listened to normal music. I didn’t even realize this was an obsession😭😂 OCD is so hard, it’s hard to tell what is the OCD and what is me trying to follow the Jesus way. Ugh Thank you so much :)

A big one for me is praying the “right” prayer (or repeating the same prayer) over and over again to feel better about something. I started noticing whenever I was anxious I just repeated the same meaningless prayer to feel better. Sooo now I try to leave it and just pray when I want to talk to God and try not to get too tripped up on it being “right”

Yeah, it is hard. Any sexual/lustful like obsessions you encountered? Because I have one that I don't really know where to put. Like, you would try to look at something but in your view there's something lustful, you don't fixate on it, not even try to look at it, you look the other way but in the corner of the eye, you still see it. That makes me feel like I lusted and so many time it makes me kinda raise my hand in such a way that it covers that corner of the eye. The thing is that I think the response to seeing something like this would be a compulsion and I'm pretty sure that's the case, the bad part is that I haven't heard of something similar in OCD by now and idk where to put this, is it me?is it OCD? Is it 50/50?